Twisty Topsy

There must be something in my stomach bouncing around because it feels really funny and doesn't want food. I am having a horrible day...horrible. I've discovered that my medicine isn't working completely. No it is not. I feel like I am inside the world's largest ball of cotton. Way down in there. Deep. Lots of cotton. Tons. Tons. And my stomach has the swirly curly feeling. Today is not a good day.

Broken Brain

I just got out of a ten day stay in the hospital. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I am taking medicine that makes me feel really bizarre. I cannot go to the movies because I can't focus on one that long. I cannot sit down to read a good novel because I can't concentrate. I currently am unable to work. I cannot go to places that are really busy because it confuses and overwhelmes me. My life has ultimately crashed down upon me. I have no clue what to do with myself.